Cycles Rachel Huff Smith The Museum of Contemporary Art Jacksonville (MOCA) Student Artist-in-Residency includes studio space at the Museum for the Fall semester followed by a three-month exhibition of the work produced during that time. I am honored to receive this opportunity for 2017-2018. I created a painting series in response to my simultaneous experience of new motherhood and grieving the deaths of my mother and grandmother. The seasons of life Circumvolve in a continuous cycle. Birth, growth, and death are universal realities. Circumvolve investigates questions, such as: Does a connection remain regardless of a person’s presence or ability to reciprocate? What happens to love when the beloved is gone? What are the best ways to render a story? Can a painting capture the emotion of an experience in a way that touches a viewer with their own experience? I hope that by addressing our personal responses to the life cycle, we find shared truth even in disparate circumstances. I utilized studio space at the Museum to draw and paint using repurposed family snapshots and photography that I created and edited digitally. I generated the painting series from concept to production and then to exhibition which included drawing, writing, recollecting family stories, collecting family snapshots and photographing new imagery for painting reference. Paintings were completed in oil and acrylic paint. Sharing both abstract and realistic elements, the figures painted in oil and acrylic reflect distorted memory, grief, longing, and joy. - One of the best experiences of this residency was working as a full-time artist while still being a student. - It is very challenging to express an emotionally charged topic in large quantity on a limited timeline – and it is very rewarding. - I explored different ways of working with both acrylic and oil on one painting using acrylic as a first layer. This proved to be effective for creating abstract backgrounds but limiting as oil dries slower allowing for more changes. - I completed a series of 12 paintings in oil and acrylic on wood panel. They are medium sized paintings measuring about 35” x 24.” Laugh with Me, Acrylic Paint on Wood Panel, 35” x 24” Shine Baby Shine, Acrylic Paint on Wood Panel, 35” x 24” So Thankful I Have Your Smile, Acrylic Paint on Wood Panel, 35” x 24” Tired of Missing You, Acrylic and Oil Paint on Wood Panel, 35” x 24” Community Painting Process Results I invited MOCA studio visitors to participate in the creative process to give them the opportunity to respond to the theme of the series with their own mark making. At monthly Art Walk events, participants considered their own relationship with the circle of life and experienced the process of mark making as expression. Release and Create, Acrylic Paint on Wood Panel, 32” x 80” Participants experienced many of the same challenges that I did in the creative process of how to tell a visual narrative. Mentor: Sheila Goloborotko, Assistant Professor of Printmaking