It's Dangerous to Go Alone: Battling the Invisible Monsters in Tech - CUSEC 2015

It can be hard to focus on your love of coding when you are regularly battling invisible issues like insecurity, anxiety, and lack of confidence. This talk will identify invisible issues programmers struggle with, talk about their impact, discuss personal experiences dealing with them, and share some tools useful in fighting back.

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1. It’s Dangerous to Go AloneBATTLING THE INVISIBLE MONSTERS IN TECH CUSEC2015 Julie Pagano @juliepagano
2. –CODING–
3. Ways to Improve Testing Design patterns Software craftsmanship Tools more...
4. Ways to Learn Classes Projects Internships Conferences!
5. We’re missing something
6. –CODING–
7. –CODING–
8. –CODING–
9. –CODING–
10. These issues create hurdles
    to success
11. What we do is
    communal ] ] ]]
12. We need to
    talk about this
    Ignoring it makes it worse
13. adult version of the
    monsters
    under the bed
14. –SELECT– 1. ISSUES 2. TOOLS
15. 1. ISSUES 2. TOOLS –SELECT–
16. Impostor Syndrome
17. Impostor Syndrome “A psychological phenomenon in which people are unable to internalize their accomplishments.”
18. coding involves
    regular failure
19. failure success Average Person
20. Impostor Syndrome success failure
21. Victories diminish in importance. Failures loom large.
22. Impostor Syndrome
    can impact anyone
23. I was just lucky
24. I’m not that smart
25. I’m not a good programmer
26. I’m a FRAUD
27. INSECURITY CAREER Average Person
28. new job INSECURITY CAREER Average Person
29. INSECURITY CAREER Impostor Syndrome
30. people with impostor syndrome
    hold themselves back
31. Do not share knowledge
32. Do not collaborate
33. Do not help with OSS
34. Do not apply for jobs
35. You shouldn’t feel like you have to slay a dragon to get a job.
36. Start small. Remain small. End up small.
37. Actual Ability Perceived Ability
38. Actual Ability Perceived Ability Impostor Syndrome
39. Dunning-Kruger Effect
40. Dunning-Kruger Effect “A cognitive bias in which unskilled individuals suffer from illusory superiority, mistakenly rating their ability much higher than average.”
41. Actual Ability Perceived Ability Impostor Syndrome Dunning-Kruger Effect
42. people with impostor syndrome
    push themselves
    too hard
44. Burnout
45. Burnout “Long-term exhaustion and diminished interest in work.”
46. –CODING–
47. GAME OVER
48. GAME OVER
49. 1. ISSUES 2. TOOLS –SELECT–
50. IT’S DANGEROUS TO GO ALONE! TAKE THESE. + + +
51. Build a Party
52. Track
    Measurable Progress
53. Look for Positives
    + + + +
54. Look for Positives
    help others find positives + + + +
55. - Avoid Negatives
56. - Avoid Negatives avoid creating negative spaces
57. No feigning surprise No well-actually’s No backseat-driving No subtle sexism (or racism, homophobia, etc.)
58. Help Others
59. Kill Your Heroes
    
60. Kill Your Heroes
    not literally
61. Aaron Patterson A wild Tenderlove appears!
62. Aaron Patterson A wild Tenderlove appears!
63. Aaron Patterson A wild Tenderlove appears!
64. I get insanely nervous when I give presentations
65. Fake It ‘til
    You Make It
66. The secret to life is pretending you know what you’re doing.
67. Talk about it
68. Help yourself
69. Help others
70. Enjoy coding
71. Let’s practice at CUSEC
72. Set Goals Meet at least n new people Participate in [activity] Talk to a speaker or recruiter Ask questions
73. Set Goals Meet at least n new people Participate in [activity] Talk to a speaker or recruiter Ask questions
74. Set Goals Help others enjoy the event Avoid creating negative spaces
75. No feigning surprise No well-actually’s No backseat-driving No subtle sexism (or racism, homophobia, etc.)
76. Enjoy CUSEC
77. bit.ly/impostor-syndrome-support Join our online support group bit.ly/impostor-syndrome-cusec Get the slides on SpeakerDeck
78. Come say hi!
79. Come say hi! I have cat stickers!
80. Julie Pagano juliepagano.com Thank you!
81. Q&A •Ask a question •Ask one question •Keep it short
82. References • Impostor Syndrome - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ Impostor_syndrome • Dunning-Kruger effect - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ Dunning%E2%80%93Kruger_effect • All The Things! - http://hyperboleandahalf.blogspot.com/ 2010/06/this-is-why-ill-never-be-adult.html • Hacker School Social Rules - https:// www.hackerschool.com/manual#sub-sec-social-rules • Aaron Patterson at SCRC12 - http://www.confreaks.com/ videos/1137-scrc2012-open-source-how-to-give-back
83. Attribution • Road barrier from the noun project - http://thenounproject.com/noun/road- barrier/#icon-No4357 • Conversation designed by Anna Weiss from The Noun Project - http:// thenounproject.com/noun/conversation/#icon-No1680 • Ghost designed by Emily Haasch from The Noun Project - http:// thenounproject.com/noun/ghost/#icon-No9345 • Bed from noun project - http://thenounproject.com/noun/bed/#icon-No12395 • Group designed by Benny Forsberg from The Noun Project - http:// thenounproject.com/noun/group/#icon-No14947 • Handshake designed by Marc Nadue from The Noun Project - http:// thenounproject.com/noun/handshake/#icon-No10714 • Scale designed by Stephanie Wauters from The Noun Project - http:// thenounproject.com/noun/scale/#icon-No10409
84. Additional Resources • Ruby Rogues #107 Syndrome with Tim Chevalier - http://rubyrogues.com/107-rr-impostor-syndrome- with-tim-chevalier/ • Geek Feminism Wiki - http:// geekfeminism.wikia.com/wiki/Impostor_syndrome • Kicking impostor syndrome in the head: lessons from AdaCamp DC and SF - http://adainitiative.org/ 2013/06/kicking-impostor-syndrome-in-the-head- lessons-from-adacamp-dc-and-sf/ • Overcoming Impostor Syndrome - https:// medium.com/tech-talk/bdae04e46ec5